The Professionalized Toll

They say once you’re employed, you can get anything.
But what about the never-ending regret?
Nah…. That comes with a price bro.
Secluded between four walls… professionalized in the matter of losing people,
Non-terminating reminders of regrets,
Which may have been out of stupidity
But mostly out of unwanted cowardness and ill state of mind.
All life had shown was the dark terror of the character
That was self-built and the horror of not making any changes to it.